20 days until i come home and beat the shit out of that old fucking punk
and fuck everybody that lets that shit ride
i dont give a shit about hurting feelings and im only down for those few who would say "fuck them" with me... so if youre not on my team get the fuck out of the way
went to gym to practice wrestling takedowns... we'd fight until a dominant position was held for 10 sec. or until your opponent submits or passes out...
ive had this conversation with myself way too many times...
the rational side says "its not supposed to be easy..." the irrational side says "if we're gonna fuck it up... let's fuck it up HARD..." the good side says "it only gets better.." the bad side says "what's stopping you now..." the angry side says "what the fuck is wrong with you..." the peaceful side says "you should understand..."
...and while that all gets sorted out... there's still one thing to finish...
the
physical side says "you've been training.. you've fought over 20 times
this year... you havent been beaten in a long while... now is the time
to make your opponent pay..." the mental side says "make the beating you give worth the trouble you'll get"
